I have one amazing family- we're all so different and we never really see each other- but it doesn't matter. Because when we all get together, it's just.. love. We love each other! I wouldn't trade my melting pot of a family for the world.
i just finished my first mustache. only 50 more to go! haha.
aint too shabby. I'm surprised I actually started on em tonight.. I was wonderin if I ever was gonna get around to it. I blame my dad.. he got me all in the christmas-y mood. I came through and he was prancin' around the house with wrapping paper and his box cutter labeling presents with his recently bought label maker and humming christmas tunes and calling my mom the grinch. Every time she walked by he serenaded her with "You're a mean one, Mr. Grinch.." She doesn't like Christmas too much. I think it might be because she's British. Who knowwws.
I live an interesting life. Gosh I love my family.
other updates:
target sells a hot dog and icee combo for 2 bucks
yoasis gots candy cane flavored yogurt (yum!)
alyse and brett did it last night
hannah's in town
needles hurt when they poke you
i love kanye west
i wish i had mistletoe
my grandpa sent his annual christmas cd of him singing ancient songs
i already have a paper due on tuesday
anddd there's only 10 freakin days till christmas!!
Today I stumbled across my old photobucket.. so naturally I went and looked through all the ancient ridiculous pictures of everyone. You know how people say in the present that one day you will look back on yourself and wonder what the heck you were thinking? I just had one of those moments. Not saying they weren't some good times.. but LORD! what were we thinking?!
^this was taken after staying up all night in front of best buy on a black friday.
yes, we wore paint on our faces.
^ I think that one has to be my favorite.
With hopes of many more "What the heck was I thinking?!" moments to come,
What exactly does it mean to love God more than your own life?
can you imagine waking up in the morning and literally being overtaken by such a sense of wonder and awe of who God actually is.. every morning?
I want that, so badly.
I want to wake up in the morning and have the only thing I think about is how beautiful God is.. and truly, truly appreciate this life he has given me.. and then! maybe even strive to do something great with it.
So often we take it for granted, getting caught up in our agendas and things we feel are important- yet when put into perspective (dare I say!) ..are not. I find that I need to remind myself daily (though sometimes I forget) of what exactly I'm here for- nothing more than to glorify God in all that I do.
anyway, Im ready to face whatever is coming.. whatever that is. hopefully something great.
in other news..
i have recently discovered tampa!
how bout that.. I've lived here my whole life and never really ACTUALLY walked around the city. It was fun.. I think I'll do it more often.
andddd
my camera is fixed... ehh it was never actually broken :/
instead of posting bulletin updates on my paper breaks, i decided it would be much more worthwhile to just blog them here.
hence, my first two paper breaks:
i find the most interesting things while i'm procrastinating.
study break #3 consists of this:
an american apparel hoody.. that i want
a very tasty peanut butter and banana sandwich (energy!!)
AND
the scent of a spiced pumpkin candle. mmmmm.
I realize i'm not too good at this whole paper-writing thing. Maybe I'm ADD, I dont know.
AT LEAST i'm going to finish it tonight though.. and then, tomorrow I won't have to worry bout anythin cept sleepin in till noon! mmmm (:
with the hope of many, many more breaks to come,
m
Friday, October 31, 2008
so i realize i haven't updated in a while... my bad.
i really shouldn't be bloggin right now.. i gots a 8-10 page paper to write by tuesday, which is, by the way, election day.. so vote vote vote!
so down to business.
last night i went stargazing with my girls down on taylor road.. and lemme tell you- it was perfect! I made my special hot chocolate, brought my christmas mix cd (i had forgotten what a mean mix that thing is!) and saw not one, but THREE shooting stars. Then we watched sister act 2.. that movie always makes me wanna dress in 90s clothes and join a choir. couldn't tell ya why..
i dont have any pictures to document last night though, because my camera is still broken.
hence another area of my life i procrastinate in. :D
BUT,
i do have a picture of my first pumpkin carving from a couple weeks ago! It only lasted bout 2 days, and then start to shrivel up and get all moldy.. it was pretty gross.
if you ask me, thats the cutest pumpkin i've ever seen (;
p.s, happy halloween! i'm bout to get my bowl-on tonight.
second, passion iced tea RASPBERRY lemonade from starbucks is my new favo
third, study groups at starbucks are not a good idea. we don't get anything done. I think out of the four hours we were there, 30 minutes of it was good solid work.
fourth, my AF is still broken. and i'm too lazy to get it fixed/
i want to start taking more pictures of the simple things in life.. you know, back to things that usually go unnoticed or are just simply taken advantage of because they are so common. I don't know.
today i went to a 50th birthday party with the fam. It was nice just being together for once.. our schedules have been so busy lately and they all conflict with eachother, so it's hard to have good family time, you know? Anyway, there was an open bar.. and lemme tell ya, i took advantage of all dem free shirley temples, if you know what i mean (;
here are some more pictures from our after dinner walk:
and, this song has been stuck in my head alllll night.
i think i may have listened to it a good 20 times.
so, the automatic focus on my camera is broken. ^that's daniel massey's goofy face up there.
anyway, i think i broke it at mosi during kids camp.. i was playing around with some science exhibit in the kids place, and you have to spin some lever around really fast. My hand ended up getting wedged between the lever and my camera and it knocked my camera so hard that it gave my hand a bruise. I think that's where the deed was done :/ I'm pretty depressed about it. Today i really feel like taking pictures too.. and i could, but using my camera manually would be a major pain in the BUTTT.
Anyway, yesterday I took a 6 hour nap. I don't know how I did it, but it happened. I woke up around 1 AM and couldn't fall back asleep till around 5. I am so irresponsible. Whatever. I do what I want! haha.
these past few days have been crazzzzy.. kids camp wore me out! and today finally we did another photo shoot.. honestly, i think it was the best yet too.. even though at the time all we wanted to do was either jump in a pool or go streaking (thanks to danielle, she fufilled the latter) because it was so dang hot and humid out there. anyway, i'm waiting to edit them all.. even though it's driving me crazy. I already have a few done- here are two moments of our day at the abandoned slaughter house- I finally got that bouquet of huge sunflowers.. 'cept i bought em myself! ..and right now they're wilting in a vase on my kitchen table (they were out too long galavanting with us).
I love when hanging out is planned ahead of time.. so I don't have to make any spur-of-the-moment decisions. Yesterday we went to clearwater beach and had a blast! My camera died unfortunately right in the middle of the sun going down, so I don't have many more pictures to document the rest of the night.. but we had fun, regardless of me being the buzz kill! (: Fortunately CJ just got his new slr, so we weren't completely out of luck.
From Snowflake Inn to Frenchy's to watching scene boys dance around with glowsticks to weird music, we had a great night. Clearwater beach is hoppin! The beach part sucks though.. there's signs up saying you can't swim past a certain point. The view however, is brilliant and great for taking pictures.. which I've been dying to do lately. I haven't pulled out my camera to do anything creative in ages it seems.. so, yesterday was completely refreshing and I can't wait to take more! I even put new batteries and film in my 35mm camera.. which has been collecting dust on my bedroom floor for far too long.
more updates soon, and hopefully with pictures <3 -m
congratulations for winding up here! i'm starting a new blog 'bout my life.. you know, what happens behind the scenes and on stage. and dang, that just seems so unoriginal.. but i dont care.