Insomnia

I can't decide what to write anymore. 

I don't feel like posting anything I just spent the past two hours typing out. 

Most of it sounds and looks like the last couple of posts, I'm a broken record!

But, how am I doing?

I am lukewarm, complacent, lazy, stressed, excited, confused, frustrated.

I'm a magic eight ball, ready to spit out any kind of answer. 

Too many things are going on, I can't focus and I keep trying to do it all on my own. Baad move.

It's after 5 in the morning, and I'm waking up at 9 tomorrow beach it, bask in the sun, read something I actually want to read, and hopefully untangle some of the mess in my mind. 

That's all you're getting for now :)

Love,

Michelle

p.s.

If I wasn't so dependent on caffeine I wouldn't have these late nights problems. I get horrible caffeine headaches now if I don't get my fix during the day! Never used to have that problem. I blame the internship and mcdonalds for getting me addicted to caramel iced coffee and chicken biscuits. I've also discovered iced coffee from starbucks.. with soy, and it's delicious. and soy. How am I going to survive the real world after this!? 

p.s.s

blog about well project to come soon!