I'm finding that I used to be an extremely interesting poster back then.. seriously, I'm addicted to reading my old posts. It's weird, because I barely remember writing ANY of it. I used perfect grammar, witticisms, and most of the time, visuals. And my vocabulary wasn't so bad either.
Hmm, I must have been a pretty cool 16 year old.
I'm glad I never deleted it. It's 16 year old Michelle, frozen in time. Wait.. 15. Just saw the year.
It's crazy how much we change over the years, whether it be in little minute details, or in huge areas of our lives. I'm not saying I'm done changing either.. I'm just glad that chapter of my life has a big fat CLOSED sign on it.
haha.. now I stay up till 3 in the morning wasting my good solid sleeping hours away and wondering what I'm going to do with the rest of my life. I'm pretty apathetic toward it right now though.. I don't really feel like seeking an answer to the big "What are you going to DO?" question. I could care less, although it's not like I don't think about it. I just don't feel motivated enough to act on it. Maybe it's just because my stubborn side sticks out like a sore thumb and this is just my way of sticking it to society and it's ideas that high school graduates have to go to college or their future will be very, very dark. I'm just avoiding the idea all together.
It doesn't help though that every time I seem to blog I'm half asleep and don't really feel like doing ANYTHING at all, let alone figure out my future.
..I'm going to sleep now, before I ramble on too much and make myself sound dumb. If I haven't already. Ha.
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